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Sometimes when I am lonely, I wonder why am I here, why does it matter, why do I care. I always feel like I'm in a place where I don't belong anywhere. Having no friends at school or at work. I was okay at first, but as time went on I felt very lonely. No one to talk to, no place where I feel welcome. I listen to the silence in my room. Secretly, I wish someone would kill me right now.
This is what I think sometimes. And this is the reason why I RP all the time. It's so I don't feel lonely. I hope you all understand. Plus I'm not going to kill myself. I'm not depressed. Just bored and alone.
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Creationizecelic Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017
If there's anything I'm right here like right here in this website
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Student General Artist
I can tell XD
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Creationizecelic Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017
XD you know right here in this comment section calling for attention wait a sec *breaths in* "IM OVER HERE!" "HEY IM OVER HERE!"
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Student General Artist
Random person tosses a pillow: shut up... I'm trying to sleep.
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Creationizecelic Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017
Ouch... "HEY! HOW WOULD YOU SLEEP WITHOUT A PILLOW?!"
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Student General Artist
Random person: spares!
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botsu1x Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
I know that sinking feeling, but don't forget those who care for you. We are here for you along with your family. Everything will work out, just give it time
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
4 years too long!!
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botsu1x Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
I know... try 8... but it will get better, just keep an open eye
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
But it bothers me a lot. I have tried and people just judge me before they get to know me.
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botsu1x Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Well, how are you around them?
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Nice. Quiet. I do talk every once and a while. Plus they told me I look mean even though I did nothing. The6 always laugh at me when I say something I think is right.
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botsu1x Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Hmm... how old are you? And where do you try to talk to them?
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
I was 14 when I tried. I'm already 18 and finishing my last year of high school. No poit in trying anymore.
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NightmareChameleon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Well here I am.
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Here you are. Out of the blue
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NightmareChameleon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
I'm blue...
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Oh XD
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NightmareChameleon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
BABADEEBABADIE
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
*smacks you* SPEAK ENGLISH MAN!
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NightmareChameleon Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
XR
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Mr-Asquith Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017
In a way, I think I've been there; it's odd because there are times I prefer to be alone - but between everyone's different schedules and interests, I actually feel disconnected from most people, including my own family - which makes it really awkward when the reality of my weird kind of loneliness sets in. ^^; I hope you continue to enjoy RPing, but also find other ways to fight and reverse the loneliness. It's good to have options. 
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
True. But still lonely.people judge me before they get to know me.
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Mr-Asquith Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017
It's a common thing people do, unfortunately - despite having thousands of years to mature, we've a lot more growing to do in how we treat each other. =v=;
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
Yea.
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SoldierFromKrieg Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017
i got used to loneliness, family moved a lot so i never wanted to make any real emotional connections to anyone, i simply stayed to my own work, my own space and my own world, made it easier to adapt to everything changing around me.
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LoganTheHedgehog1 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Student General Artist
True. But still.
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