Sometimes when I am lonely, I wonder why am I here, why does it matter, why do I care. I always feel like I'm in a place where I don't belong anywhere. Having no friends at school or at work. I was okay at first, but as time went on I felt very lonely. No one to talk to, no place where I feel welcome. I listen to the silence in my room. Secretly, I wish someone would kill me right now.
This is what I think sometimes. And this is the reason why I RP all the time. It's so I don't feel lonely. I hope you all understand. Plus I'm not going to kill myself. I'm not depressed. Just bored and alone.
If there's anything I'm right here like right here in this website
I can tell XD
I know that sinking feeling, but don't forget those who care for you. We are here for you along with your family. Everything will work out, just give it time
4 years too long!!
I know... try 8... but it will get better, just keep an open eye
But it bothers me a lot. I have tried and people just judge me before they get to know me.
Well, how are you around them?
Nice. Quiet. I do talk every once and a while. Plus they told me I look mean even though I did nothing. The6 always laugh at me when I say something I think is right.
Well here I am.
Here you are. Out of the blue
In a way, I think I've been there; it's odd because there are times I prefer to be alone - but between everyone's different schedules and interests, I actually feel disconnected from most people, including my own family - which makes it really awkward when the reality of my weird kind of loneliness sets in. I hope you continue to enjoy RPing, but also find other ways to fight and reverse the loneliness. It's good to have options.
True. But still lonely.people judge me before they get to know me.
i got used to loneliness, family moved a lot so i never wanted to make any real emotional connections to anyone, i simply stayed to my own work, my own space and my own world, made it easier to adapt to everything changing around me.